And school isn't much better.

I've been stressed lately. And in one of those cry-a-lot type of moods for I don't know what reason. I just...wanna talk to someone and it seems as if no one's really there. I need to vent and it feels like
no one listens...or cares for that matter. I just need to talk to Stephen. ...

I'm working my butt off in school and work. I quit swim team because I just couldn't handle it with work and school and homework. So, now I'm working out. And, with prom coming up, I need it really bad.

Speaking of which, prom is April 19th. And Im really excited! I got my dress, which Stephen basically picked out. It's amazing. And we have to go get his tux. But, I guess he can do that on his own. haha. But, he got his tie which is really awesome.

And I'm waiting for his call. But, as time has proven, a waiting phone never rings. Which sucks. But I guess it makes sense.

I need to get a life and go out and do something and have fun. And I want to go on a date with Stephen. Not a double date. One with just us. Because I think we need it. I need it. I need a time with just us to just talk to him.

Ah, well.

I'm sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. As you've read, I've been so busy and, for some reason, uninspired. I just can't seem to write, even in my crying moods. Which is kinda unusual. But, I guess I'll just have to wait until I'm inspired. Or find something that will inspire me.

I'm also sorry I haven't been on top of replying to your comments and such. I'll try and be on more often to reply and check my mail so I don't get a whole big load. :/

Well, guess I better get goin. Later guys.